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Nikami Surikumo
16 October 2005 @ 12:32 pm
Last night I came back to my dorm and the door to my room was half open. I went inside and there was nothing missing, no signs of damage. Then I walked over to my phone and noticed a picture frame that wasn't there before. It showcased a picture of the ocean. I turned it over and popped out the back only to find a card with someone's phone number on it. I don't want to tell the principal or any of the teachers since it doesn't strike me as being particularly menacing, but I'm also not sure if I can get myself to dial those numbers.
Current Mood: contemplativecontemplative
Current Music: Nickelback - Figured You Out
Nikami Surikumo
08 October 2005 @ 12:58 am
I've been feeling very hollow recently. Not transparent. Not completely, anyway. Just like there's nothing there. I'm almost tempted to open myself up to see what makes me tick since I'm really not sure anymore. Note the use of the word 'almost'. I don't actually have any plans to do so.

I think I found my new favorite Italian phrase.

Memento Mori.
Current Mood: gloomygloomy
Current Music: nothing
Nikami Surikumo
01 October 2005 @ 12:18 pm
School's been good. After hour school's been good. People have been kind of annoying. Aside from that all is well.

Dorm is rockin'.

That's just about all I have time to type at the moment.
Current Mood: accomplishedaccomplished
Current Music: Olivia - Lettuce Garden
Nikami Surikumo
24 September 2005 @ 09:41 am
Wow. I'm usually never up this early unless I have to be. Oh well. Nothing I can do about it now. I have to go into school today at about noon for a few of my independent classes. ♥ I think I'll go waste my time until then doing something . . . else.
Current Mood: awakeawake
Current Music: Yuna Ito - Journey
Nikami Surikumo
23 September 2005 @ 05:06 pm
School has been . . . interesting. Lots of work, which I happen to not mind at all. The only thing is my classes are pretty much all up in the air right now because they have to move around my schedule and figure out where to put me. It's always promising when you confuse the hell out of your teachers during the first few days. Oh, well. Aside from that all is well. I switch into a dorm next week which means goodbye to my Cinderella life~~

Homework time ♥
Current Mood: apatheticapathetic
Current Music: Devics - Key
Nikami Surikumo
18 September 2005 @ 12:36 pm
The actual orientation was last night~ It went pretty well, if I do say so myself. I met someone knew, met up with someone I've met, and tried to have a good time. In the end, I think I did. It was the first time in months that I've felt so free.

. . . I think I'll have to be changing my mood icon soon o.O;

Actually, no. It can stay just the way it is.
Current Mood: amusedamused
Current Music: K's Choice - Virgin State of Mind
Nikami Surikumo
16 September 2005 @ 06:35 pm
They went out!!! To some fancy schamncy restaurant. But the main point of this is that they went out!!! They left me!! I'm free to run wild for the next three hours. I could throw a wild party~ A really short wild party, but a wild party all the same. I'm not going to. But just the fact that I could is enough to satisfy me for the moment . . . As long as none of them become smart enough to figure out I went on the computer while they were out, this should work perfectly . . .

I think I'll go for a walk.
Current Mood: ecstaticecstatic
Current Music: The loudest silence <333
Nikami Surikumo
14 September 2005 @ 08:08 pm
Almost all of my priveledges have been taken away for the next several days. Well this is just . . . grand.
Current Mood: angryangry
Nikami Surikumo
10 September 2005 @ 12:27 pm
Today I stumbled across one of my old photo albums. This is rare for me to do, since my aunt hides everyone she can find. I guess she doesn't want me to remember that my life used to be better than this so I can pretend this is "normal".

But as I looked through the album, I noticed how happy I looked in all the pictures, how happy my parents looked. You can't fake that like I try so hard to do everyday. You just can't.
Current Mood: coldcold
Current Music: Olivia - Lettuce Garden
Nikami Surikumo
05 September 2005 @ 03:24 am
I ran into -the infamous- George Koizumi today. We went for a cup of coffee and talked about random things. It was great to just hang out with someone I barely knew. It was so . . . liberating. So free.

Did I mention today was a very strange day?
Current Mood: amusedbemused
Current Music: OLIVIA - Lettuce Garden